so facebook is the new thing, but i miss being able to pour out my thoughts here on xanga. so even if no one even reads my pointless entries anymore, i'm gonna start writing again. just because sometimes i girl needs to vent. today it snowed, and snow it did! me & court were in the gym and decided to go see how much it was doing. when we walked outside i started jumping & dancing around like a lil girl lol :) the whole ground was white and the flakes were coming down hard. within 20 minutes or so school was out and people were sliding around everywhere trying to get home. there were like 3 wrecks just from ppl trying to get out of school! goodness... but it was fun all the less. now i'm at home puttin some pics on my facebook. (my x is jealous lol) i'm thinking that i really need to clean my room, but i don't really feel like it. my bro is waiting on me to play guitars with him, prolly cause it boosts his confidence when he has to play with someone as bad as me lol :) but hey, i'm getting there and i'm not giving up. our "band" is counting on me... but for real, if we can ever get a few songs together we get to lead worship at kylee's church one sunday nite. thats a lil motivations at least. lately i've just felt this burden... i want to be used. how? i don't know yet, but i know that God is showin me that wants me to be used by Him and for Him. i'll take a good friends advice & be still... i know that He will show me how and when and what He has for me. first step could be bible study w/the girls. we are gonna start within a few weeks. i wanna get my stuff all together and then get it going. it should definitely be an experience. i think i've wrote too much, but its been too long since i've got on here. .*be STILL& KNOW that HE is GOD*. | 
